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Blessed Winter Solstice

Thu Dec 24, 2009, 6:12 PM
Hello all,:blackrose:


Why do we fall?
Why do we fall for it?
Merry Christmas?
Blessed Winter Solstice?
Happy Hamukkah?

Whats so happy about it?
Why is this day so special?
Arnt you ment to spend it with loved ones?
Arnt you ment to share kindess?
Arnt you ment to help ones in need?

No?

Yes?

Arnt you another materialistic fool?
Arnt you another say this, do nothing?
New years ressolution?
Prove it!

If you meen it, Do it!

Winter Solstice,
its ment to be the one day we come together
in love and joy
But for me im on the fence,
without the sunsetter there is no night


Days blend into weeks,
Miniutes turn into hours,
And
For an odd reason the cold...

It is colder

This year, in many years,
The first white winter solstice,
the first snow,
the first white,
the first.... nothing


Can i not be held by her?
Can i not be kissed by her?
Can i not share my Solstice with her?
Without the sunsetter there is no night

The pain it stays,
Opening a small amount of gifts,
Usualy just one makes me full of joy,
hers,
but... i halt

Where is her gift?
Where is her gift?
One for her,
One for I,
We're is our gifts,
Wrapped in a white box

The snow is the wrapping,
But,
No matter how many times i graised thy fingers flesh,
No matter,
the nails break,
I can not open it.


Under it, i feel warmth bearly,
Under it, i almost feel her,
The light from the sun,
my reflection on the earth,
Blinding,
And in the moon?

.....


I am here you know,
Every sun set,
I sing,
Nymphetimine Girl,
Evertime i go to rest,
Its the same song

I sit, staring at the snow,
I sit, staring at the sky,
hoping she looking back at me feeling the same,
That each time the sun sets,
Maybe she'll hear my voice,
Maybe she'll see my eyes,
Maybe her soul will hear me,
and she'll...


She'll smile, and whisper back those words to me,
in her head,
in her heart,
and each dawn,
maybe as soon as the sun touches her lashes,
she will sing to me,
maybe she'll stare at the sky calling to me



Becuase maybe to her,

Withour her sunshine There is no day








For those who are lucky, To be with the one they love this winter solstice/christmas, Chreish it

Because their are some, who do not have that luxury....





You're Sunnshine~ :blackrose:






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:rose: Cosplay :rose:


Completed ( in order)

1. Kyo - Dir en Grey (inspiried) [link]
2. Neko Girl [link]
3. Neko Ribbon - Le blue girl [link]
4. Mana - Moi dix Mois/Malice Mizer [link]
5. Bondage Girl - Theatres Des Vampire's - [link]
6. RazorCandi - Cyber Model - [link]
7. Gothic Lolita - Japan - [link]
8. Alice In wonderland - Japan - [link]
9. Shiro Lolita hime - Japan - [link]
10. Misa - Death Note - [link]
11. Mana (blonde) - Malice Mizer - [link]
12. Emilie Autumn - A Bit O' This and That - [link]


Not Completed ( no Order )



To Be Done

Final Fantasy Advent Children - Yazoo

Dirge Of Cerberusness - Rosso

Allen - Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler



May Expo

sunday

Alexial - Angel Sanctuary - [link] / [link] /

Saturday

Lisa - Silent Hill 2 - [link] / [link] / [link] / [link]


Octobre Expo

Madame Red - Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler - [link] / [link] / [link]

Hakuren - 07 ghost - [link] / [link] / [link]

Chobits - [link] / [link] /



(My General Cosplay List)

1. Mana - Bara No Konrei
2. Ruki - Gazeete
3. Kyo - Dir en grey
4. Inu - Togainu No Chi - 90% complete (just need the wig and peircings)
5. Night Nurse - Silent Hill 3 - 50% complete
6. Japan Cyber - 100% (need to photograph)
7. Brian - Beyblade
8. Dilairia - The Sandman
9. Decora - 100% (need to photo)
10. Shiro lolita - Japan
11. Kuro lolita - Japan
12. Guro Lolita - Japan - 100% (need to photograph)
13. Pinku Lolita - 100% (need to photograph)
14. Beast - Kuroshitsuji



:rose: Groups/Occults :rose:

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :iconj-rock-otakus: :iconclubthai: :iconj-rock-club: :iconsanzohoushisama: :iconoc-yaoi-club: :iconbondage-obsessed: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconpinkclub: :icongirl-x-girl-love: :icondeath-guys: :icondeath-chicks: :icondeath--stock: :icontaintedart: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :icongbsta: :icongaypridepower: :iconvampire-fan-club: :iconemo-club: :iconb-l-i-n-d-f-o-l-d-s: :iconstan-x-kenny-club: :iconstanxkyle: :iconbeyblade-nation:

:rose: Freind/Feinds :rose:

:iconarchangelmetatron: :iconsigmoonda: :iconladywhitetiger: :iconluna-ravyn: :icongothic-lord: :iconakimiyuki: :iconkotsu-direngrey: :iconattyca: :iconreagen-lionel: :iconangel-divine: :iconengill16: :iconshidabeeda: :iconsamanosukeheart: :iconvalentinekills: :iconx-xtsuki-yuki: :iconcenarius99: :icondarkbylarissa: :iconimari-chan: :iconanimefan-nopbidc: :iconjack--kun: :iconevync: :iconbloodleach: :iconpopscotch: :iconanimelover4400: :iconpoisonremedy: :iconuchihagambit: :iconakulla3d: :iconthe-soranator: :iconcs-chan: :iconradawolf: :iconcazkurou: :iconritsuka-x-x: :iconsimonka:

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R.I.P Granddad

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 9:53 AM
:blackrose: To those of you who do not know,


My grandfather, John Lewendowski passed away on Saturday 28th of november, and i've been badly greiving, its stopped everything, well to those of you who shared your support thank you. The funeral was today, December 4th, 2009 It was a hard day but i was brave, i did have a slight panic attack but i am ok now

I stood up at the alter with a small glass angel that when yuo switch on glows colour throguh the class, I stood up in the church and read this, my Eulogy

i feel it was worth sharing with you all as it is written form my heart;

Eulogy For Granddad


Granddad gave this angel to me not long before he died. He told me to take it with me when I went to uni, to let him know he'd always be with me;

Simon loves you very much. he wishes he went back for that last cuddle but he knows you knew how much he loved you. I’m sure you were guiding Edward every step of the way to help him pass his test and he knows how proud you are of him.

Daniel's doing so well at college and he's going to make you proud like he promised and Alex is so sad and he misses you so much and he wishes he could cuddle you once more but he knows you’re with him.

Uncle Jan will make sure Anna, Emma and Jane know their Granddad and how much they meant to him, and how proud he was of them. In his last month he mentioned Katherine, Jade and Mark a lot and he really wishes he got to know them better and that was one of his regrets.
Even though he never saw them he did love them.

Simon will make sure Luke, his great Grandchild, will know all about him too.

Now I wish to share with you some of my memories of Granddad.

Every time I visited him, with nana, he always told me stories and how proud he was of me and my drawings.

He kept saying this through his final days.... then... a while ago, I visited him in hospital, he told me
"Sammy, do whatever you want in life, don’t listen to anyone, not ever your mother, just do what you want. as long as your happy"

Granddad may have had issues in the past, but all I can see and remember, is the guy who showed me his rock collection the first time I cried in front of him as an adult

I had written something sad about granddad but the love and support we’ve shown each other through this has freed my mind of all unhappy thoughts

I knew what he wanted of me, of all of us

Love and happiness, and that’s what will keep him proud...

We all know granddad saved all of our lives at one point, but If it wasn’t for my Granddad, I wouldn’t be here today, he helped get us back, me and Simon from my biological father ,in turn saving me from my own demise

And to any of you who never really get to meet him, well lets just say his rock collection was pretty awesome

From all of us, the grand children, we all send our love, and we will live on proud

Me and Si loves you very much and me and my brother will be forever grateful.

we love you, I love you and this Christmas coming will be a yearly reminder of that for I will have all this joy in my heart… not sadness

thank you



I was given a single white rose, only me, to place on his coffin, i did this and kissed His coffin as i said my long goodbye. I know he is still with me, his body is gone but his spirit is not and i kNow gaia will one day reunite us

After it all when we were outside, the flowers around the coffin had be placed outside for all to view and a respects, but as i gazed i saw not my rose. i was confused but i turn to my mother and she smiled, she told me "He has been cremated with your rose, and your great grand mother's rosemary beeds"

This has filled my heart with joy, for now i can see his spirit surrounded by petals of white and gentle thorns of green




Again thank you all for your support

i love you granddad, may we be reunited soon in gaia or maybe in another life, when the world is renewed




all my heart


Your grand daughter






.... Samantha :rose:

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Cosplays Updates

Tue Dec 1, 2009, 5:20 PM
Hello loves :rose:

This is a little update of the cosplays im going to be doing next year. As you know i have been busy and have not updated much lately, so i;ve desided to update with a few other items of itemsness and cosplays/shoots to be;


To Be Done

Final Fantasy Advent Children - Yazoo

Dirge Of Cerberusness - Rosso

Allen - Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler



May Expo

sunday

Alexial - Angel Sanctuary - [link] / [link] /

Saturday

Lisa - Silent Hill 2 - [link] / [link] / [link] / [link]


Octobre Expo

Madame Red - Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler - [link] / [link] / [link]

Hakuren - 07 ghost - [link] / [link] / [link]

Chobits - [link] / [link] /



(My General Cosplay List)

1. Mana - Bara No Konrei
2. Ruki - Gazeete
3. Kyo - Dir en grey
4. Inu - Togainu No Chi - 90% complete (just need the wig and peircings)
5. Night Nurse - Silent Hill 3 - 50% complete
6. Japan Cyber - 100% (need to photograph)
7. Brian - Beyblade
8. Dilairia - The Sandman
9. Decora - 100% (need to photo)
10. Shiro lolita - Japan
11. Kuro lolita - Japan
12. Guro Lolita - Japan - 100% (need to photograph)
13. Pinku Lolita - 100% (need to photograph)
14. Beast - Kuroshitsuji

This is jsut a general ntoe to all

You're Lolita Hime~ :rose:







Please, join the fun and submit a deviation with each following color themes.



1. Pink - [link]
2. Red - [link]
3. Orange - [link]
4. Light Orange
5. Peach
6. Yellow - [link]
7. Gold - [link]
8. Chartreuse
9. Lime Green - [link]
10. Green - [link]
11. Olive Green - [link]
12. Dark Green
13. Teal - [link]
14. Cyan - [link]
15. Sky Blue [link]
16. Blue - [link]
17. Dark Blue - [link]
18. Indigo
19. Purple - [link]
20. Lavendar - [link]
21. Royal Purple -[link]
21. Magenta - [link]
22. Fuschia - [link]
23. Tan- [link]
24. Brown - [link]
25. Dark Brown
26. Grey - [link]
27. Black - [link]
28. White - [link]

Request/trades/comission :rose:

Open ATM - Note me if you want something


:rose: Decover me :rose:

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:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :icondeath-chicks: :iconarchangelmetatron: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconbeyblade-nation:



:rose: Cosplay :rose:


Completed ( in order)

1. Kyo - Dir en Grey (inspiried) [link]
2. Neko Girl [link]
3. Neko Ribbon - Le blue girl [link]
4. Mana - Moi dix Mois/Malice Mizer [link]
5. Bondage Girl - Theatres Des Vampire's - [link]
6. RazorCandi - Cyber Model - [link]
7. Gothic Lolita - Japan - [link]
8. Alice In wonderland - Japan - [link]
9. Shiro Lolita hime - Japan - [link]
10. Misa - Death Note - [link]
11. Mana (blonde) - Malice Mizer - [link]
12. Emilie Autumn - A Bit O' This and That - [link]


Not Completed ( no Order )

1. Mana - Bara No Konrei
2. Ruki - Gazeete
3. Kyo - Dir en grey
4. Inu - Togainu No Chi - 90% complete (just need the wig and peircings)
5. Night Nurse - Silent Hill 3 - 50% complete
6. Japan Cyber - 100% (need to photograph)
7. Brian - Beyblade
8. Dilairia - The Sandman
9. Decora - 100% (need to photo)
10. Shiro lolita - Japan
11. Kuro lolita - Japan
12. Guro Lolita - Japan - 100% (need to photograph)
13. Pinku Lolita - 100% (need to photograph)
14. Beast - Kuroshitsuji



:rose: Groups/Occults :rose:

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :iconj-rock-otakus: :iconclubthai: :iconj-rock-club: :iconsanzohoushisama: :iconoc-yaoi-club: :iconbondage-obsessed: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconpinkclub: :icongirl-x-girl-love: :icondeath-guys: :icondeath-chicks: :icondeath--stock: :icontaintedart: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :icongbsta: :icongaypridepower: :iconvampire-fan-club: :iconemo-club: :iconb-l-i-n-d-f-o-l-d-s: :iconstan-x-kenny-club: :iconstanxkyle: :iconbeyblade-nation:

:rose: Freind/Feinds :rose:

:iconarchangelmetatron: :iconsigmoonda: :iconladywhitetiger: :iconluna-ravyn: :icongothic-lord: :iconakimiyuki: :iconkotsu-direngrey: :iconattyca: :iconreagen-lionel: :iconangel-divine: :iconengill16: :iconshidabeeda: :iconsamanosukeheart: :iconvalentinekills: :iconx-xtsuki-yuki: :iconcenarius99: :icondarkbylarissa: :iconimari-chan: :iconanimefan-nopbidc: :iconjack--kun: :iconevync: :iconbloodleach: :iconpopscotch: :iconanimelover4400: :iconpoisonremedy: :iconuchihagambit: :iconakulla3d: :iconthe-soranator: :iconcs-chan: :iconradawolf: :iconcazkurou: :iconritsuka-x-x: :iconsimonka:

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The London Expo Octorbre 09

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 9:19 AM



Hello loves :rose:

Okay so where do i begin hahahah well we'll so this date by date then;



Thursday 22nd October 2009


This was the day before my journey down for the expo. I spent most of the day freaking out as i gathered all my costumes and things i needed, and oviously since it was my first expo my plan was to pack light. Well i found out that i could not fit everything into one suitcase because of my violin so i ended up switching all my stuff into a bigger suitcase and because us girls love to amke sure they have everything i packed my suitcse til it bearly shut.

So i thgohut "well it IS heavy but im sure i wont need to walk much throguh london" so with all my items packed i spent msot of the night awake like a noob, full of excitement but i had a plan. My plan? simple, egt so tiered that all i would ahve to do is sleep the 9 hour bud journay down to london.

I being so noobish, assumed all would be well and i would egt plenty of good earned rest.


Friday 23rd October

Nest day, i awoke at like 6 o clock to get over the bridge to get my train to London, this was fine but again HEAVY suitcase. so hears me, dragging my suitcase along to the bus stop, in pitch black darkness, i was sure peedo bear was gonna come after me in my lolita dress hahaha

well i got to the bus depo and got on the bus and it was lovely - people where talking but i did manage to get a nice little rest, until the bus stopped at Durham then god i wanted to kill myself, this woman did not just sis next to me, SHE SAT ON ME!!!!! I meen i am all about people of all sizes but she had absolutely no consideration what so ever, she sat on my leg and my leg was numb the whole journey thats until we stopped halfway where i met a friend from the Newcastle cosplay meets, then i managed to swap seats with someone lols horray for me!!

well the journey wasn;t too bad, at the stop in between we met more newcastle cosplayers then proceeded to London and OMFG ITS SO CLEAN! I havent seen a place looking so stunning in my life! of corpse we onyl went past the good parts of london but still AMAZING!!!!!!

also we past a "baby the stars shine bright" lolita shop and i SCREAMED the bus down! every minute i also said recurrences of "Oh wow" and "omg" and "NEWCASTE SUCKS!!!!! WAHH!"and "I WANNA LIVE HERE!!!!"

well after my spassiums we finaly got to the bus stop and me , god you should have seen me, in the words of Gwen, i was like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car! I was almost licking the window when i saw :iconarchangelmetatron:, :iconladywhitetiger:, :iconooforgetfuloo: and Aimee!

I ran off the bus, quickly said goodbye to ym freidn then clawed throguh london people to glomp :iconarchangelmetatron: on ehr seat! i had a little bit of a wibble but after hugging everyone else i calmed down. well i dragged my hevay suitcase throguh london, i hoesntly was tyring to seem tough by carrying it all the way, includding my laptop bag, but like a clumbsy mary sue i fell voe rliek 15 times and got boo boo's.

Everyone kidn of realised my failing cuteness and all gave me a hand, i felt rly embaressed but i was greatful everyone helped. my hand wa slike - well red tot he bone by the time we reached the hotel

dumping all our stuff we hung out all dya outside and downstairs with the other cosplayers and met with :iconskyla-dream: and :iconblademaster57: , oh yeah thats right, BLADE MASTER 57!!!!!!!!!! lols i learned to sya that laods come day 4, but anyways. It as fun, we hung out all day and chillaxed <3


Saturday 24rd October

EXPO DAY!! so exciting but i was rly nurvice, i had to end up staying in the hotel room a little london than everyone else becaz i has to ringlet my hair and stuff, but ti was fun. WE all made out way to the expo and just wow is all i can say. BUT me and :iconarchangelmetatron: were dressed as Mana. i was Mana from Malice Mizer from the 90's and she was the current Mana from Moi Dix Mois, we look pretty obvious but bearly anyone kenw who we were! i wa soutrage, espically at the gothic lolitas that where about!

I ended up waiting in the cue with :iconarchangelmetatron: for liek 2 horus because she forgot to buy tickets and because its me i was adimant that i wa snot gonna let her suffer alone, even though i had my own tickets

HOW can u dress gothic lolita or any kind of lolita WITHOUT knowing the appearence of the man who BLOODY INVENTED IT! tossing ym rage asside, i bought myself A WHITE gloomy bear with pink blood, who i named "Gardenia Gloomy", i got myself some new neko ears and i treat myself to a new kawaii pink sweet lolita style bag!

AFTER my girly spazzium, we where all invited to a COSPLaY PICNICK and because its me, i ende dup practly hosting it and becoming a maid. Taking my lolita role i was handing out all the treats to people and some people asked me "so what gave u the idea to come up with this picnick" i lol'ed and had to explain i was invited here but i love to serve at tea parties. This was also where we met 2 people who sung the "still alive" song of portal dressed as Gladous and the Companion cube! and they won cake < D

Well after this we went for a miny photo shoot, i took pics of the gang and stuff and after they took pics of me, but the wind was rly bad so we only got a few good pics. (kind of hard to be many when the wind is showing your bloomers) anyways we all went home and thats where we met our darling Marly :iconohmyghibli", we chileld and we all hung out then slept



Sunday 25th October

Well today was A bit O This and That, as today i was dressed as Emilie Autumn. Now when i was makign ehr outfit and everything it was like "ok Emilie not rly that popular with the whole mainstream becase she not mainstream so, i'll probably only be known by 1 maybe 2 people" but BLOODY CRUMPITS! EVERY 5 MINITUES, someone woudl aks if i wa sEmilie Autumna nd aks for photos, infatc i got a photo waiting in the cue with :iconarchangelmetatron" again. It was funny int he cue as wlel i used my long coat as a baggage carrier, it failed half way like but it was jsut for lol's anyways! XD

well the dya was fun, we all hung out and everyone else wa sin D Gray Man thigns so i took laod sof photos of them. I went to pre-perfrom ym violin but i wa slike "NOOOO" becaz it was out of tune, i do not know how but it must have gottne out of tune somehow when i took it down to lodnon, is itll do not know how but it did, well that fialed so i ended up tuning it right, had all my props and ahnging all dya i got my tickets for the performance.

Before i went to do the performance though i met up with Fenn, the dya befor ei spent liek an hour searhcign for him to no avail, but finding him to happily hugged and stuff and him and my lvoe finally met, lols. but anyways My plan was to entry and read the Case Number 222 out in public but i got the wrong ticket!!


WE ALL had a noob moment, even the oens who've been to expo ebfore, we got the wrong ticket so me performing failed badly becaz wlel i couldn;t get onstage. and because i wa sin such a disapointed moment i ahd a bit of a paddy, i walekd abotu for a bit evry angeyr and with grr, see when i egt angeyr i dotn ususla grr, i ususlay grr and grr. So after everyone calemd me down i pouted for awhile but i just thgohut "always next year and hey, maybe if i bring my violin it wont suck next time" XDDDD

well, enar the end of the dya me and panda went off for well... 8cough* but yeah i wont go into that - or the interuption of it... *cough* but afetr evryoen came into the room, i jsut hid behind "iconarchangelmetatron" knee for ages til i felt any sort of un-shame to reviele myself. i coudl ahve killed her thgohut you grr you knwo what you did missy *pokes panda* there wa sno way iw as gonna open that door, GRR ARG!

well for the rest of the day we hugn with baruka and marly, he was so funny, he totlay like perofrmed for us. i helped too and loled when i put one of the wiggs on and beca zof my pigtial dreds it didnt fit, veyr lol. well we hung out then selpted, i thinkw e was all f-u-c-k-e-d but the end of it all thoguh lols



Monday 26th October

Leaving time! we all hung out again btu eveyrone pakced and left earliesh, but we all made our way to london together to get home and stuff. By the end it was only me, :iconladywhtietiger: and :iconarchangelmetatron: it took a little longer to egt to the bus thingy but we was all there, and i went for the bus hlf emoa nd liek "oh bye..." and as iw aited for the bus out of nowhere i was glomepd by a crying panda "iconarchangelmetatron: i was so happyi didn;t cry i jsut smield then nudge her and my suitcase as the line moved, giving ehr hugs and kisses, i thgohut iwoudl be ok but when we said our goodbye i sood up ont he bsua dn did a retarded flailto make emi and padna lol.

Well i listend to roacne songs the whole 9 hours home, and i was content. Well i got home like 11 ish, then saw my mam then wnet upstair to go to bed rly lols and that was it, god well done -3-


not im gonna go through all this and check for spelling mistakes god XD being dislexsic sucks XD


Bloodmyer xx


Fairwell for now,



You're Lolita Hime~ :rose:







Please, join the fun and submit a deviation with each following color themes.



1. Pink - [link]
2. Red - [link]
3. Orange - [link]
4. Light Orange
5. Peach
6. Yellow - [link]
7. Gold - [link]
8. Chartreuse
9. Lime Green - [link]
10. Green - [link]
11. Olive Green - [link]
12. Dark Green
13. Teal - [link]
14. Cyan - [link]
15. Sky Blue [link]
16. Blue - [link]
17. Dark Blue - [link]
18. Indigo
19. Purple - [link]
20. Lavendar - [link]
21. Royal Purple -[link]
21. Magenta - [link]
22. Fuschia - [link]
23. Tan- [link]
24. Brown - [link]
25. Dark Brown
26. Grey - [link]
27. Black - [link]
28. White - [link]

Request/trades/comission :rose:

Open ATM - Note me if you want something


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[link]

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :icondeath-chicks: :iconarchangelmetatron: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconbeyblade-nation:



:rose: Cosplay :rose:


Completed ( in order)

1. Kyo - Dir en Grey (inspiried) [link]
2. Neko Girl [link]
3. Neko Ribbon - Le blue girl [link]
4. Mana - Moi dix Mois/Malice Mizer [link]
5. Bondage Girl - Theatres Des Vampire's - [link]
6. RazorCandi - Cyber Model - [link]
7. Gothic Lolita - Japan - [link]
8. Alice In wonderland - Japan - [link]
9. Shiro Lolita hime - Japan - [link]
10. Misa - Death Note - [link]
11. Mana (blonde) - Malice Mizer - [link]
12. Emilie Autumn - A Bit O' This and That - [link]


Not Completed ( no Order )

1. Mana - Bara No Konrei
2. Ruki - Gazeete
3. Kyo - Dir en grey
4. Inu - Togainu No Chi - 90% complete (just need the wig and peircings)
5. Night Nurse - Silent Hill 3 - 50% complete
6. Japan Cyber - 100% (need to photograph)
7. Brian - Beyblade
8. Dilairia - The Sandman
9. Decora - 100% (need to photo)
10. Shiro lolita - Japan
11. Kuro lolita - Japan
12. Guro Lolita - Japan - 100% (need to photograph)
13. Pinku Lolita - 100% (need to photograph)
14. Beast - Kuroshitsuji



:rose: Groups/Occults :rose:

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :iconj-rock-otakus: :iconclubthai: :iconj-rock-club: :iconsanzohoushisama: :iconoc-yaoi-club: :iconbondage-obsessed: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconpinkclub: :icongirl-x-girl-love: :icondeath-guys: :icondeath-chicks: :icondeath--stock: :icontaintedart: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :icongbsta: :icongaypridepower: :iconvampire-fan-club: :iconemo-club: :iconb-l-i-n-d-f-o-l-d-s: :iconstan-x-kenny-club: :iconstanxkyle: :iconbeyblade-nation:

:rose: Freind/Feinds :rose:

:iconarchangelmetatron: :iconsigmoonda: :iconladywhitetiger: :iconluna-ravyn: :icongothic-lord: :iconakimiyuki: :iconkotsu-direngrey: :iconattyca: :iconreagen-lionel: :iconangel-divine: :iconengill16: :iconshidabeeda: :iconsamanosukeheart: :iconvalentinekills: :iconx-xtsuki-yuki: :iconcenarius99: :icondarkbylarissa: :iconimari-chan: :iconanimefan-nopbidc: :iconjack--kun: :iconevync: :iconbloodleach: :iconpopscotch: :iconanimelover4400: :iconpoisonremedy: :iconuchihagambit: :iconakulla3d: :iconthe-soranator: :iconcs-chan: :iconradawolf: :iconcazkurou: :iconritsuka-x-x: :iconsimonka:

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Portal - Still Alive
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi

BIGGEST UPDATE LIKE EVA!!!!!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 7:47 AM



But strangely only a small note to let you know hahaha

Hello my darlings, this is actually a small journal to let you know that i am going to be making several huge entries of current situations and dates that have accured so today you'll probably get 3 entries form me all on the same, date crazy i know but wooot!

I may put them all in one entry but it'll be too big so i'll just pop them in seperate oens my darlings








Bloodmyer xx


Fairwell for now,



You're Lolita Hime~ :rose:







Please, join the fun and submit a deviation with each following color themes.



1. Pink - [link]
2. Red - [link]
3. Orange - [link]
4. Light Orange
5. Peach
6. Yellow - [link]
7. Gold - [link]
8. Chartreuse
9. Lime Green - [link]
10. Green - [link]
11. Olive Green - [link]
12. Dark Green
13. Teal - [link]
14. Cyan - [link]
15. Sky Blue [link]
16. Blue - [link]
17. Dark Blue - [link]
18. Indigo
19. Purple - [link]
20. Lavendar - [link]
21. Royal Purple -[link]
21. Magenta - [link]
22. Fuschia - [link]
23. Tan- [link]
24. Brown - [link]
25. Dark Brown
26. Grey - [link]
27. Black - [link]
28. White - [link]

Request/trades/comission :rose:

Open ATM - Note me if you want something


:rose: Decover me :rose:

[link]

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :icondeath-chicks: :iconarchangelmetatron: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconbeyblade-nation:



:rose: Cosplay :rose:


Completed ( in order)

1. Kyo - Dir en Grey (inspiried) [link]
2. Neko Girl [link]
3. Neko Ribbon - Le blue girl [link]
4. Mana - Moi dix Mois/Malice Mizer [link]
5. Bondage Girl - Theatres Des Vampire's - [link]
6. RazorCandi - Cyber Model - [link]
7. Gothic Lolita - Japan - [link]
8. Alice In wonderland - Japan - [link]
9. Shiro Lolita hime - Japan - [link]
10. Misa - Death Note - [link]
11. Mana (blonde) - Malice Mizer - [link]
12. Emilie Autumn - A Bit O' This and That - [link]


Not Completed ( no Order )

1. Mana - Bara No Konrei
2. Ruki - Gazeete
3. Kyo - Dir en grey
4. Inu - Togainu No Chi - 90% complete (just need the wig and peircings)
5. Night Nurse - Silent Hill 3 - 50% complete
6. Japan Cyber - 100% (need to photograph)
7. Brian - Beyblade
8. Dilairia - The Sandman
9. Decora - 100% (need to photo)
10. Shiro lolita - Japan
11. Kuro lolita - Japan
12. Guro Lolita - Japan - 100% (need to photograph)
13. Pinku Lolita - 100% (need to photograph)
14. Beast - Kuroshitsuji



:rose: Groups/Occults :rose:

:iconloligoth2: :iconharajukulovers: :iconj-rock-otakus: :iconclubthai: :iconj-rock-club: :iconsanzohoushisama: :iconoc-yaoi-club: :iconbondage-obsessed: :iconthe-ky-club: :iconpinkclub: :icongirl-x-girl-love: :icondeath-guys: :icondeath-chicks: :icondeath--stock: :icontaintedart: :iconthelesbianclub: :iconbipride: :icongbsta: :icongaypridepower: :iconvampire-fan-club: :iconemo-club: :iconb-l-i-n-d-f-o-l-d-s: :iconstan-x-kenny-club: :iconstanxkyle: :iconbeyblade-nation:

:rose: Freind/Feinds :rose:

:iconarchangelmetatron: :iconsigmoonda: :iconladywhitetiger: :iconluna-ravyn: :icongothic-lord: :iconakimiyuki: :iconkotsu-direngrey: :iconattyca: :iconreagen-lionel: :iconangel-divine: :iconengill16: :iconshidabeeda: :iconsamanosukeheart: :iconvalentinekills: :iconx-xtsuki-yuki: :iconcenarius99: :icondarkbylarissa: :iconimari-chan: :iconanimefan-nopbidc: :iconjack--kun: :iconevync: :iconbloodleach: :iconpopscotch: :iconanimelover4400: :iconpoisonremedy: :iconuchihagambit: :iconakulla3d: :iconthe-soranator: :iconcs-chan: :iconradawolf: :iconcazkurou: :iconritsuka-x-x: :iconsimonka:

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Nothing (rare i know)
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: You Tube Vids
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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